Wake up in time, drag my ass to the shower. Sit on the throne, just sit on it. Stare at my feet in the shower. Finally lathers up. Formulate life questions as I brush my teeth. Make bad fashion decisions and tell myself that screw society’s norms. Realize im not going to let myself look like an idiot in public and change ensemble. What footsocks would fit best with my shoes. Take my sweet sweet time perfecting my lips. Finally panic kicks in because imma be late. Hate myself for wasting time. Promise myself it wont happen anymore. Repeat this shit the next day. Everyday. Every fucking day.